It's none of my business.
There is so much brewing inside of me, so much to write about. But right now its going to be about not giving a shit what other people think, feel, say, or do “behind your back”.
Recently something went on in our life that was so big, sad, scary, and blew my world apart for a short period of time. I am not here right now to talk about that, I am not ready just yet.
Light always follows the dark, first you must be open to look for the light. Love gathers around in all sorts of beautiful ways, love shows it to you over and over again. You see the universe always has your back, and I mean always ~ there is no question (well for me there isn’t). The love which followed this crazy scary time was deeply felt and seen. When I began to let my emotions settle a little, and I started to return to my center of love things began opening and moving for our greater good. The more I trusted these openings, the more love rushed in.
Yesterday, someone came to me asking about something being done in the name of love for us. It was being twisted and bent in a way I couldn’t believe. Now at first, I got all twisted up and let the drama in for a short period of time becoming angry at the actions and words of others. With the love of an angel or two, earth angels that is, I was able to refocus and let go of the drama. Drama does NOT serve me, you, it serves no one. It’s so easy to all wrapped up and filled up with uncomfortable emotions. However, when I could step back and see what other people think, feel, say, or do is NONE OF MY BUSINESS well thats when the tide changed. What others think, feel, say or do is theirs, not mine. I can’t control anyone else, only myself. The sooner we can get to a place that what others think of us is none of our business, the sooner we experience freedom. Freedom from the emotions that hold us hostage of assumptions, judgments, and opinions of others. When, we are free of them, we can stand in the center of our truth, and let love rise up and out.
When, I was able to refocus and handle things from a place of deep love I felt the power of love running through me washing away all negative being attached to this incredible jester of love.
We are here to feel deep joy, deep love, and to give it right back out into this big beautiful world. Spread your joy, not your drama. It doesn’t serve you and it certainly doesn’t serve others.
Spread more joy <3